How are you?

Until today, all I type here is all for you... suddenly think of long time ago when we both break down and cry.. i can see the scene here so vividly.. remember how hard u shook me? =) again I am here break down and cry... but where are you? where are you?? I still miss you so much... u said u will never leave me.. but now why am i all by myself? so many months have passed... am still in deep pain... I hide every feeling inside me.. but tonight.. all the misses just crawled out... i have two stupid pus under my skin.. remember my hand cramped when i was back home? Bert told me Eng Pew had this kinda Pus too.. he went for operations and have them removed... sigh.. am in such a deep shit.. where are you? R u Ping Ping An An? Are u happy? Are u healthy? Are you.. are u?? are u snoring? Are you.. so many questions i have for u.... Chan Rak Ter...